Posts Tagged With: starting again

LuLaRobynbird

Well, my LuLaRoe obsession is ever growing! I’ve got more dresses and now I’m falling in love with the “Randy”. (a baseball tee)
I’m awaiting two packages in the mail as I write this.
If it’ll ever warm up, I could wear my adorable dresses…

This is the one I’ve decided to wear to Thing 1’s wedding later this month.
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It’s a Julia. I can’t decide which necklace I’m going to wear…thoughts?

I’ve sent in my paperwork and I’m currently waiting in the queue to be “onboarded” I’m getting prepped here at home for the boxes of clothes to come.
It’s a fairly long wait, but I’m neither losing my patience nor my enthusiasm. I’m just as excited now as I was the moment I decided this was the path I wanted to take.

Sundance was here Saturday providing feedback about my ideas of how to utilze the space I’ve set aside to run my business.
She’s also going to be my social media guru. Because she rocks!

It’s been a long time since I’ve felt this excited about a “project” and this one’s going to be a doozy!

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how exercising patience made it better

Thing 2 is coming home to roost in MY nest.
The joy this brings me in indescribable! Though, quite possibly not for the reasons you might think. Of course I want to be nearer my baby. BUT I believe she’ll be better off where there is more stability, a solid foundation of extended family to help support her. As well as two “brothers” who adore her and want her to actively be a part of their life, a YBW who has opened his arms and home to her and wants to do everything in his power to make her transition as smooth as possible. Mostly she’ll have her Mommy. And for that girl and this Mommy, that is paramount. She and I have a connect that transcends time and space and I believe we both miss it.
Thing 2 needs to feel safe.

Sundance told me she thinks Thing 2 is afraid she has to ask me to be her Mommy again and isn’t sure how to deal with that. My response was I never stopped being her Mommy. Perhaps she’ll realize that.

Thing 2 texted me about wanting to talk to me if I had time. When we talked she said: May I come live with you? I’m ready to be there with you. My child asked permission to be in my home…perhaps Sundance has a point.
Yes, yes! A thousand times yes!

YBW is a bit nervous about having a teenage girl in our home…he’s never really been around one. But he’s open and excited.

I talked with Thing 2 just yesterday and she’s so excited, she’s packed up most of her things and planning how to pack the rest and excited for the Mommy – Thing 2 road trip. She’s planning her room and what she wants to study when she goes back to school. She told me she had the worst year, that she completely effed it up. But she’s ready to get her life back. She texted me: Aspirations! Ah!!
The fire in her belly that was just sad little embers for the last eighteen months or so has once again become an inferno. She is ready to take her life back.

I couldn’t be more supportive of this if I’d invented it. I’m ready for Thing 2 to be the real Thing 2 because that’s what’s best for her. And she deserves to be the best Thing 2 she can be.

My friend and mentor has been very invested in every moment of this process. We talked last night on the phone and she asked about Thing 2, we talked about the goings on…how I’d been patient and respectful of where Thing 2 was. Then she said something that rang so true in me.
She said: You have been present with her though all her craziness.

Isn’t that what Mommies do?

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