I’m so people weary.
I’m tired of all the people around my house and some of these people are my children.
I want to be alone and quiet. I don’t want to have to be carrying on conversations or concerning myself with what everyone wants to eat.
We’re having people over today…in addition to our four children and Thing 1’s finace…YBW’s brother and his wife, Sundance and Girlie Thing and Boy Thing, and my brother…I love each of these people with the entirety of my heart, but I just don’t have it in me to be around people. I just want to be quiet.
I kind of want to just be alone with YBW but I don’t want him to get worn out of me. I could be alone with Sundance because we can be quiet together and I’ll feel safe.
I don’t want to go back to school tomorrow. I want to be at home where it’s quiet. I don’t really want to ever go back to school.
I don’t want to keep thinking, ‘is today over yet?’ while at the same time not wanting the tomorrows to come.
I’m exhausted. I want to be selfish and take to my bed.